First of all, thank you, guys.

Second, there are two fundamental reasons I spent it all already:

1. I actually just remembered that I still have $20 in my Venmo.
2. I was hella hungry.
3. Lately, being sent money has become so rare a thing that when I’m sent, say, $10 or something, I immediately go out and knock something off my hierarchy of needs; I don’t know if that’s all I’ll be sent in a day, or what. Today reminded me that it’s worth waiting (someone sent me $20 hours after I usually see interest in a fundraising post fizzle out).

I want to make something clear ( pun not intended): I am not fundraising to buy drugs, and it’s been a minute since I’ve had to buy drugs with funds obtained through fundraising. I can’t really divulge why this is.

I missed it, goddamn.

Lol

And I really fucking need this. I want to stop being in pain.

I have no words.

2FA is violence against the poor/non-stable. Having half a dozen Facebook accounts is a true to life stereotype of homeless kids, because we’re often careless and lose the ability to log in once we lose our phones.

What is this. What the fuck.

Huh, I might have that. Ever since I was a kid my legs would get all fucking purple and swollen if I stood still and upright too long. Or is that normal?

Cocaine is probably the only drug I’m straight-edge about. I had to watch the absolute love of my life become addicted to crack. It sucks.

Growing up, my mother was always very skinny while my father was heavy-set: so I came to associate being thin with femininity. I’ve been underweight literally as long as I can remember. I was obsessed with dieting in fucking elementary school. My father would say shit like “he’s starting to eat like a man now,” and so refusing to eat became my first rebellion against my assigned gender.

I’ve never had a full on eating disorder though. Maybe, idk.

Joining.

Tbh if you can avoid turning a slip up like this into a full on relapse, there’s absolutely nothing wrong with it.

My absolute favorite is the one where the guy says something like “By Allah I will plant a tree” and something about waiting for it to grow so he can hang himself from it.

Also nice username.

In an apparent reference to those attacks, Bartkus’s manifesto stated “I think we need a war against pro-lifers.”

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That sounds really cool.

I loved The Strain.

To be clear I have no problem with him using mutual aid money to buy drugs. I’m certainly in no place to judge.